what i've learned recently is that, as the cliche goes, love does come when you least expect it. i have just about given up on it, had just cried all of the tears i could cry; i have sort of accepted that maybe, love just isnt for me right now. i had spent so many sleepless nights just thinking about why those i like never end up liking me back; i had just enough of writing one sawi story after the other in my jounral and analyzing the reasons why they never seem to find it in themselves to like me back. I had prayed many novenas to different saints, just wishing i'd someday find love. but one heartbreak after the other made me lose hope that i could ever find it, or that it could ever find me.
i had cried every tear, broken every part of my heart. i had just about given up on love.
until i met him.
and somehow, just meeting him, that made me believe in love again. that made my heart beating again. that made me wish and hope again. he healed me. he made the once broken pieces come together. he made my heart whole again.
and it is true, just when you think it wont come, it will. just when youve thought you were a lost cause, God gives you another reason to live. to love.
he not only made me hope, he made me whole again. he not only healed me. he saved me.
i learned to love again. and whats more important is that he loves me back. he chose to love me.
and man, was it worth the wait. i would gladly through every tear, every heartbreak and every sleepless, hopeless night if it means that ill still get to meet him and be with him in the end. Just one touch, one gentle touch, makes everything ok. just one hug and one kiss makes me feel like the luckiest person in the world. to be loved. to be loved by him.
and it is true, the saying in moulin rouge. it is one of the greatest feelings to love and be loved in return.
Thank God i found him. just when i least expect to.
Posted at 04:15 am by crazy_dreamer
